I began as I was,
And before I am, I was…
Nothing.
It’s hard to explain
Who I am…and what I was and
The nothing I’m going to become.
But I know you understand
Because you’re the same as me
And he’s the same as she and it’s
Breaking apart at the same rate as
A jungle of trembling body parts
blue and devoid of oxygen.
There is a pit where all the struggling takes place
where the first seeds
Were planted for you and I and him and her and it.
And for me I’m in the center
And for you you’re in the center
For him he is and for her she is…
Lonely…there is breathing…
Shallow and steady…
Nobody moves from the center…into that inner world
Where we all would melt together
A place where “I” never exist…
As I imagine it…I feel beat  and hurled into confusion
             And I Am Happy.